| decided im driving home tonight...stop running from this..and pretending to be ok...
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| still no call..made arrangements to go to vegas next week
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| i went to walmart to buy acrylics to learn how to paint
still no call
trying to be ok with it all...the more thinking the worse it gets
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| early morning or late night text messages
why?
trying to understand everything...and be ok with it all
i think i actually am ok
understanding why things happen..i dont think i ever will
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| so drove to taft to visit amye and austin lastnight...
today went to visit austins sister and her "farm"
watched a snake eat a rat for lunch
met some cool "jack-ass" typed people..haha
reminded me of old days in hilo with nothing better to do
such a different lifestyle than oc
hopefully things get better...
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